Derek Strahan
COMPOSER CREDO
9/3/95
As
published in the journal of the Australian Music
Centre
The problem with the use of
the term "emotion" is that the term itself is
old-fashioned to the point of being useless. It
belongs to an era when doctors spoke of "humours"
to explain the human condition. I do not believe
there is such an event/thing as a pure emotion.
There are thoughts, concepts which evoke a visceral
reaction. Traumatic personal experience has forced
me to conclude that humans constantly, at an
unconscious level, exchange thought/emotions
between each other often at a distance.
One of the functions of music
appears (to me) to be to define and codify such
thought/emotion events in a communicable form by
the manipulation of sound waves painted on a canvas
torn from the fabric of time. The motive to so
define and codify is to arrogate to yourself
control of forces which commonly in your life
control you.
Two conclusions follow: (1)
that since "emotion" is always evoked in response
to a "thought", therefore an intrinsic quality of
"emotional" music is that it will always also evoke
thought forms. (2) Provided the compositional
impulse is generated by a strongly defined trauma
(wound/dream), the following process may (be
allowed to) occur: an "idea" is provoked into
existence; so in this germ lies the basis of a
"composition"; then, paradoxically, the more
structured, the more abstract, the more cerebral
and the more contrapuntal the development of/from
the germ, the more "emotional" will be the
resulting work.
The end result of this
process is to achieve what all "games" aim at: the
enjoyment (through music) of dangerous life
experiences in a situational context where there is
no danger to life, but where one can experience the
danger of being alive without incurring a lethal
consequence. Thus defined, music is seen as the
most ancient and most seductive form of virtual
reality.
DEREK STRAHAN
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